in my back pocket.
There are certain words that I keep close; they remain on my person always, so that I may draw from them at a moment's notice. Their worth never depletes, no matter how many times I use them.
Among my collection is a sentence spoken to me by an acquaintance a few years back. You have great cheekbones, she said. They were originally my mother's and I always envied them. Each time I sweep blush across my cheeks, I remember this and I smile.
The other day, my friend told me that I had always been the most artistic person she knew. I stuffed that in my back pocket, too. The next time I am struggling for words, or can't compile the proper color scheme, I will pull those words out and breathe in their warmth.
My mother tells me that I have class. She compliments me on my deep blue eyes and says that I can make anything beautiful; you just have that touch, she tells me. Her words are always filled with so much love that I can't help but believe her, to believe in myself.
There was that time in Florida when I was approached by a man with a camera. He asked me if he could take my picture. You have the most contagious smile, was his reasoning. He put that photo on a large poster and pinned it up in various places backstage. I think of that moment when my smile is forced.
My husband tells me that I have great legs and that I am a good cook. He compliments my writing and says that my intelligence is attractive. I can feel his truth when he says these things, and just like with my mother, I can't help but believe him.
It's a good feeling, belief.
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tori holy cow i could read these for hours you are such a good writer! keeppp bloggingggg.
ReplyDeleteseriously i think the same thing. i get excited when you have a new post! you write soooooo good. and every time its such an adorable post. LOVE IT!
ReplyDeleteI love reading your blogs as well, girls. I'll keep posting if you keep posting.
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